Lundi, 10 Septembre 2007

Waaaa, what I have been waiting for has finally commenced - my Prelim Exams, hahaha... The last 2 exams that i am gonna take, probably the most important Internal Exams in my whole life... The day began with English A1 Paper 1, my weakest subject, which i usually failed. Attempted prose question instead of poem, for i did not want to take the risk in analysing poem, since i always tend to misintepret the points, haizzz... The prose appears to be quite a tough one for me, and i did not finish my conclusion, so I am totally as clueless as a monkey in a desert whether i will pass this paper or not. Yet, no matter what, i will still trust in Him in any ways for giving me the best, hehehe...

Pardon my lagging period of filling the entries, have been busy with playing AND studying, hehehe... I have indeed encountered some unique experience in the past 8 days since i wrote my last entry...

Yesterday night, as usual, i opened up my Bible before sleeping, praying to God that he would speak to me and guide me. Honestly speaking, i seriously felt highly anxious about the coming exams. Though i have read Philipians 4: 6 - 7 for thousands times and find assurance in what Saint Paul has said, i still have doubt about whether i can survive this time round or not. I flipped through the pages randomly, read bits by bits until Gospel of Luke lure my eyes into reading it. I read Chapter 14, which tells us about the First Miracle Jesus had done and followed about the incident of Jesus walking on the water. Looking at the bizarre view, the disciples all shouted and screamed in terror, saying, "It is a ghost!". Jesus, calmly replied that it was indeed him who was standing on the water. Peter, the first and most-trusted disciple of The Twelve, continued, " Lord, if it is you, tell me to come to you across the water." And he did walk across the water! Yet, when the wind blew hard, "he took fright and began to sink". In response to this, and this is what i want to highlight, Jesus replied:

"Man of little Faith! Why did you doubt?"

Luke 14: 32

This quote serves as a form of assurance: Why must i doubt when i am certain that My Lord Jesus has dwelt inside of me? That he will be my refuge in no matter what will happen for i have fully trusted him as my saviour! Trully, He does exist and He dwells within us: Hear what He Says and Talk to Him when you are in doubt, and Lord's peace will guard your heart.

Have had an interesting night with Ron on Friday, where by we painted a body-glow on our back, just for "fun", hahaha... The artist, whom speaks fluent Japanese, had applied his arty strokes and blew some glitters onto the state-of-the-art works, which i could only clean it totally after a few days, hahaha... But, Ron, lemme tell u seriously, i did enjoy that night somehow, hehehe...On Ron's back, nice one wor...

On my back...

A wishing-each-other gathering was done on Saturday with all my Indonesian friends - i was rushing to FairPrice to get a bottle of Chardonnay, the cheap ones though but what much more expensive is the intention of wishing each others good-luck for the Prelims:

sweet one, as sweet as the friendship treasured between us

Talking about friendship, Today my jie jie gave me a very kawaii pen, hehe as a symbol of luck. I gave her a packet of Loaker Darck Chocolate though, hehehe... kind of makes me feel bad to give her such a cheap things, haizzz... But what she said, its the intention not the value of the materials... kekeke...