Giovedì, Ne Avevo Paura

The curtain is finally drawing to a close. My Prelim exams is coming to an end. Just in a few days time I would be able to be FREE, temporarily, before my real IB Examinations. While I am having my Biology SL paper 3 in a few hours time, I still spare my time to just write a short entry for somebody had scolded me for being so lazy not posting anything in my blog, hahaha...
Papers have been tougher in general, compared to the Mid Year Exams. Frankly, I was afraid that I would not score well for this coming exams - especially my previous results for the Mid Year were not that good. However, I realize, no matter how good or bad my score is, it will be the best solutions given to me by Him. What I need by then is strength - if i did not score well so that i can improve on it, or Modesty - if i did quite well for this period as I am still having my Final and most crucial Exams on the tip of my tongue.
Toughest period was on Wednesday where Maths and Business paper were at one day and there were tonnes to prepare for both papers. Once i finished my business paper in the afternoon, i suddenly felt a sudden jolt of fatigue as well as ecstasy since I have gone through one of the "hellish" day for me. This feeling, on the contrary, vanish almost immediately as the fact that Exam is still going on struck my face like a slap. Yet, ironically, in preparation for my Biology paper, I barely studied, spending my precious time dwelling in the cyber-world of chatting, even playing (kind of regret of signing up to Facebook, i can't stop exploring the appliances, hahaha). I managed to finish memorising the book though, with a tremendous effort despite of the numerous brain cells dying of exhaustion.
Sadly, i have no picture to post at this point of time... When i see myself in a picture, i realize that my tan has gone away and my complexion is deteroriating because of the stress. I also reckon that i have successfully lost some weights. My hair was on the mess and i seriously wonder, should i cut my hair?